my boyfriend.

Ramai yang xtau pasal dia ini. Even my friends pun terkejut tau kewujudan dia. Muncul dengan tetiba. I consider myself as a stone hearted person. Semua yang kenal pun cakap macam tu. But, it only take a person to change your world. And that person will be Husyaidi Hussein.

Before I meet him, I have a few rules about my future boyfriend is going to be:

1. He must be rich!

2. He must be cute.

Tu semua ciri-ciri idaman semua wanita. Admit it! But he is more valuable than money and a handsome guy. I don't need all that to make me happy. Seriously, money will run out sooner or later. What if your guy run out of his money? Nak tinggalkan ke? Handsome? So what? Muka handsome tak akan buat kte kenyang pun. Dah tua kedut gak ok. 

Meanwhile, Aidi lebih kurang macam nie : 

1. Crazy

2. Funny

Untuk sesiapa di luar yang tidak mengetahui atau memahami. Aidi is a life saver. U boleh marah dia, boleh merajuk dengan dia, mintak topup every week, u can be yourself totally, u can do anything with him. Yang penting, dia sabar. And that's why I love him. There's also a few thing la kan. Tak kan nak bagitau semua lak kot, melampau! Haha.

I never believe in love before. But now I do. It only take one person to change your world. Thanks to him, sekarang saya ada pendengar yang setia, penasihat yang baik dan juga kawan yang baik.

       

 

Friends.

People say, the old friends are the best possible friend that anyone could ever wish for. They may know you better than yourself, they can predict your reaction, they can understand your jokes, your body language and they can also be trusted with your most deepest secret. But, what happen when your old friend started to annoyed you?

Like, when you ask them to hang out after not seeing each other for so long and THEY started to change. They don't like your jokes, they don't bother with your secret, and they busy texting when you are telling your story. It annoyed me.

Mungkin, dieorang akan ckap yang kita sendiri yang berubah. I have a boyfriend now. So what? It doesn't change me at all. I'm still me. Mungkin 10% sikap berubah. 90% yang tinggal tu it still me. I'm changing for the better. Bukan berubah terus. Macam tengah hangout pun nak call ke, nak cakap pasal my boyfriend 24jam ke. NO! Grow up.

You with your new friends. Laughing, making fun with each other, make up nickname with each other. Fine, but when you are with me, don't talk about your new friend. I don't know them. And, kalau nak hangout dengan orang lain pun, tak payah la nak tipu. I'm a grown up. You can tell me. Duhhh!

Kawan lama atau baru, it's still the same. It all depends on you to divide the time.

Friends, we fight and we argue with each other. But, believe me. I cherish our memory together. You may say I'm living the past. But, we cannot be who we are today without the past.

'A Friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway'
 by Heather Tallent

First time.

Everyone will experience something for the first time in their life. Like myself for example, I am experiencing blogging for the first time in my 20 years of life! That's an achievement. But, the important thing about first time is that you will remember it for the rest of your life. For example, falling in love. You will remember your first love even after you are married. That's natural.

Tapi, dalam kes ni aku beza sikit. For the first time, aku akan rasa kehidupan bekerja. Bangun awal, datang kerja lambat, kena marah dengan manager, kena buli dengan staff senior, kena berpisah dengan my parents, tak leh tido lambat dan macam-macam lagi. And of course, that's my imagination jek. Mane la tau kan, tetiba btul pe yang aku ckap. Even the thought of going for practical freak me out. Ramai yang ckp, "soleha, mesti okeynya kat praktikal". Macam mane dieorg tau? Macam mane aku tetiba kena buang kerja ke, xda kawan ke, sakit ke? Siapa nak jaga nnt? I need my friends untuk meluahkan about everything, to laugh at a certain person, to share my joy and sadness.

The positive side about going for practical is that I'll gain experience from it. So, pape yang jadi pun kena hadapi dengan kesabaran. Mencari ilmu memang susah. Kena maki hamun ke, kena tengking ke. Hadapinya dengan senyuman. Nak maki pun, maki kat belakang dia. Bukan dia tau pun.

IOI Putrajaya. Here I come. And be nice to me please.

Thats all for today I guess.
xoxo.