Tied together with a smile.

you may look fine and happy from the outside. But, from the inside you yourself know how it felt like. For me, i wanna scream to the top of my lungs, scream for the things that i should do and to the things i should said. i hate to be blame and to be laugh at all the times. i want people to accept me for who i am not condemn me about the thing that i say and the things i do. 

have you ever thought about me? how i felt? how it hurts? 

keeping everything inside and not letting anyone see it so that they will not be sorry for me. and i tied everything together with a smile so that you will not see my pain.